A rout of 25 snails. I counted them.
I bet you didn't know a group of snails is termed a “rout.” I
didn't.
As I walked in the park on the warm
November day, I saw a snail on the trail. This portion of the trail
is a forty wide steep hill created for soap box derby races. I walk
there often, and had never seen a snail. It piqued my interest, so I
stopped to look. The snail was just beginning its journey across the
pavement. Thoughts went through my mind... “How long would it
take to get across?” “Will someone step on it?” “Should I
help it?” I decided to not interfere, and continued my walk. But
soon I saw another, and then another in various stages of progression
of their migration. There were twenty five within about 50 yards.
Who knows what's in the mind of a
snail? One or two making the journey would seem random, but 25
within a short distance to me implies that there was some need or
instinct compelling them. Something entirely hidden from me. I've
been thinking about them ever since.
I feel more than a bit like one of
those snails. I know I cannot stay where I am. I must move--not in
a geographic sense—but in spiritual mindset. That spiritual
mindset—geography—has been a committed faith from an American
perspective. God and country. Freedom. Comfort. Prosperity. My
wants and needs. Compromising truth and obedience with small
accommodations. But like the snail, I know without knowing that I
cannot stay.
I don't know the future, but I feel
I/we are unprepared for it. I fear we are the ten virgins in Jesus'
parable who ran out of oil while waiting for the bridegroom. They
waited too long and it was too late. I fear we are like Peter.
Jesus warned Peter that he would deny Him three times, and Peter
scoffed. After Jesus was arrested, it's said of Peter that he
“followed at a distance.” And the denials came.
My choice is simple. Though always
unable and often lacking commitment, I will follow Him. When He
tells me of my weakness, I will listen and come closer. Though
unprepared, I will ask to be prepared; to be filled with His Spirit
and wisdom. Though the journey is too hard and too far, I will
begin. Like a snail crossing a forty foot wide path, I will go
slowly, with no guaranty of completing the journey. In a sea of
asphalt, I may lose my way. I may be stepped on and crushed; or run
over, entirely unnoticed and insignificant. But I will.
Will you? We can be a rout of snails.
We can be the Church—the unlikely and unable following Jesus to a
promise we cannot see with a hope beyond words.